Verse 1 In grade school he was weird as f** And I'm not even joking really, he was weird as f** He had the long hair, tight jeans, he tucked his shirt in Cause his moms had seen enough of these wasted youths on the loose, painting truths In the booth of the wisdom he had learned of his baby tooths Came to conclude, not even tryin to be rude but He was in tune with the views-views-views of the world No ordinary child, memorized the words to every line in 8 mile And never really smiled, Just sat in the back of the cla** And stared at the clock watching every hour that pa**ed by him Picked on but inside him he's a lion Dying to speak out but instead he kept quiet Body of a child with the spirit of a giant And never was reliant, so defiant Kept the diet strictly private that consisted of his music, nothing else Working on his own, he had a notebook and nothing else Just to write down down, his daily observations Dreams to be a star to reside in constellations With smoke clouds to compose absurd pronouns So profound People started sayin whoa now So slow down I don't understand your f**in words pal So bow down (Chorus X2) To the illest in this b**h Life's a b**h, sh** Better off here sh** Drinking beers sh** Listening to real sh** I only fear sh** Music in my ear sh** So what ya hear huh Said please excuse me I'm a weirdo Yeah I said it I'm a weirdo But I thought no one was here though So please excuse me I'm a weirdo Verse 2 By 9th grade he was weird as f** And I'm not even joking really, he was weird as f** He had the iPod white tees and chucks Blasting Illmatic till his f**in speakers bust And he don't even know how it happened Another white kid who was fixated with rapping Who's pa**ion wasn't matching the talent he had Fact is he had it with rap crapping Decided to learn fractions With musical absence, he excelled indeed And every night he would exhale the weed And think about the life he failed to see Was probably the best at it so he had to leave This self conscious state he locked himself in Boxed himself in Probably locked himself in Tried to help him but he didn't care at all tho He was lost in the ma**es like Waldo By 10th grade he was in love with the p**y nothing worse Man it hurts but at first he was numb to the curse And church made it worse cause his life was a sin His own girl played him out so its back to the gin And smoke clouds to compose absurd pronouns So profound People started sayin whoa now So slow down I don't understand your f**in words pal (Chorus X2) To the illest in this b**h Life's a b**h, sh** Better off here sh** Drinking beers sh** Listening to real sh** I only fear sh** Music in my ear sh** So what ya hear huh Said please excuse me I'm a weirdo Yeah I said it I'm a weirdo But I thought no one was here though So please excuse me I'm a weirdo