Mikal - 13 Days lyrics

So you cover up your bruises with Protection from your thickest skin You're so tough, you never hurt at all And like a child, I made my choice Pretending not to hear your voice The pounding of my heart drowns out your calm If I could turn back 13 days Everything might be okay And I wouldn't have to face myself like this So you can't control what others do And you don't know what I've been through I know the answers, but still have to ask Your resolve is iron clad I'm flailing in between two bads You can't seem to keep the past the past If I could turn back 13 days Everything might be okay And I wouldn't have to face myself like this No, not like this I should have called, I should have come To your house on that Saturday I've no excuse, I've nothing left to lose Cause I've nothing without you Bury my thoughts deep down beneath Avert your eyes, Smile through my teeth Bite down on the pain, Until it dissolves Into my spine, Into my heart, Into my blood If I could turn back 13 days Everything might be okay And I wouldn't have to face myself like this No, not like this I should have called, I should have come To your house on that Saturday I've no excuse, I've nothing left to lose Cause I've nothing without you