Miguel Bruecker - Where I've Been lyrics

[Verse 1: Mistah Marvel] Storyteller! Storyteller! Ha Better come with something better ha The last they saw me I was dressed up - suit and tie Porcelain and razors, but no suicide Always used this art to tell the truest, I Bet that I'd be fluent But it's stupid to be prudent while sitting front of a nudist Or a Jewish chick, or student I had moves for different movements But my motives just ain't do it Memoirs of a Villain I...never cry over spilled milk Guess my pride may mean more to them I feel a lot of people wanna see success from me Always asking more, but just delivering the less to me bu*t a** naked but at least I got accessories Started rocking gold again, somehow it's more a blessing We...grow older and we ask questions And that doubt that's in our tone starts to dampen our impressions Lots of people ask me What's the married life like? Is it scary? Waking up to someone every - day? Do you feel like you carry The load of the breadwinner, or are you more of the Married With Children Type? Is she Peggy? Is she Lois? Is she ready For a Junior? Boy they betting That I'm next in my circle of friends Right now there's no baby talk I still gaga when my lady walk Ain't no funds for no Brady bunch Unless I'm betting on Brady just before he's off I'm taking Counting Measures, I'm so Michael Dudikoff Worst part of growing up is knowing you can't do all Or even worse: risking-taking means that you can lose it all sh**...that is where I been I learned hard not to mix real money and friends! Yeah cause n***as ain't loyal, and these n***as ain't in Only Day 1 n***as be with you 'til the end [Chorus] That was a dream I had When I woke up, I wrote this cause I want it so bad So bad! So bad! So bad! This is where I been It's so bad! So bad! So bad! Yeah! I had a really bad breakdown Reminiscing I think I'm getting the shakes now I cut my locs in the process Me and my girl have long talks Long walks just to air out the frustrations Every sprout needs a little sunshine for gestation. Ha Deep long meditation Irregular n***a just needing regulation I think of last year and think of all the people gone And how they touched our lives and how we feeling lost Whole 14hrs, I was hearing God He said, "I'm trying to get you right, that's why you be feeling odd That's why you fall hard, cause you don't want to hear me, Marv. I gave you two ears, but you be busy speaking" Ummm I'm just the prodigal son If I grow up just a little, I'm a prodigy, bruh And this life I live's a story - it's the Odyssey, huh? I keep my music real as f** admire honesty so Everybody can relate; think of how far we can go We leave a few people far behind Ain't no crying if them onions go' be caramelized I just come alive When I'm on stage I feel I've come home Therapeutic for those long days [Bridge] This is where I been New Story Told We out with the new Letting go of the old I love you I need you I love you I need you I need you to see the real me