Midtown - Faulty Foundation lyrics

This plan is only surface And I do not deserve this I'm wondering if I'll withstand To stand alone and stand to scream to the world I'm through and now I've come to mend These wounds that were gored by you through all of them It's too sad that I've got to mediate these faulty sides of you And I'm wondering whatever did I do The only reason that I still remain to you Is I go on repeating the excuse This plan is only surface Maybe I'm lost in purpose I've stood alone too many days And I'm waiting for my day to say to the world Come through with all those promise plans Those year are lost and you've forgotten them It's too sad that I've got to mediate these faulty sides of you And I'm wondering whatever did I do The only reason that I still remain to you Is I go on repeating the excuse What if this had not happened? What if she hadn't gone? What if this had not happened? She never would have gone Well I wonder if the same Things could be any other way Still I don't deserve this I've stood alone too long to say