Mickey Factz - 13th Disciple lyrics

[Hook] Got you, baby I got you I got you, baby I got you [Verse 1] See, I'm the 13th disciple When I go to church with my bible It hurts cuz I know I live worse than the rivals Of a good servant observing the cycle, of life Living through strife Pray in my living room in the middle of the night Wait for a miracle while I send it on the mic So pitiful, no this is not right This is all wrong, listen up Lord I'm about to drown while swimming on shore I go to church more and I'm giving up p**n I don't wanna surfboard for the women I score Surfboard, surfboard Dirt poor, but I'm worth more It's sad to know who I work for I praise you but I curse more You see a lot of people, a lot of people Me set free like you find a needle in a big haystack With a bottle of people, I need to walk into a fly cathedral On a Friday night when the sun go down Head to the alter and [?] bow And ask for forgiveness, can I get a witness For the lyrics that my thumbs wrote down [Hook] [Verse 2] I am disgusted, looking in the mirror like how do I function Why am I trusted, God is not pleased I should just die in a dungeon Tired of lusting Heart is collapsing, I need to hire construction If I hear the trumpets and see the sky rolling back Then you know the fire is justice I heard that the streets made of gold Get your own mansion reap what you sew That's better than mashing your teeth in the hole Where fire and brimstone bleaching your soul Heaven, I wanna go to heaven I am not built for the devils armageddon Where they keep tormenting 24/7, can't be trapped in them 4 letters forever, no [?] die faithfullness a love so graceful and [?] Jesus I need this amazing relationship which is my issues my name and my alias Factz, run tell that I try and pray in the morning but I'm scared that If I try and talk to God he gone yell back But the wippin' might be where my help at, 13 [Hook]