Michael Guy Bowman - Suicide Hotline lyrics

All the friends you used to know Remember how it used to go With you and them, and what they said And what you're doing now instead Swore that you would show 'em all And leave behind the shopping malls And water towers, and power lines And climb as high as you can climb You can't go back, you're up there now You're too far out to just come down There's nothing there to break your fall And you can't bear you lose it all Suicide Hotline I'm supposed to care But I don't I see the stop sign I should just wait there But I won't Suicide Hotline It's more than I can bear Fake a smile, punch a clock Haul the garbage 'round the block Give away another year To proving why you're hanging here Conversations never start Regarding contents of your heart Full to burst, but nothings changed While all the world has rearranged Around you in the center of A halfway life you never loved If you can't learn to love it now What little's up could all come down Suicide Hotline I'm supposed to care But I don't I see the stop sign I should just wait there But I won't Suicide Hotline It's more than I can bear I'm waiting for an arm to grab me I'm looking for a net below I don't see anybody waiting I gotta let somebody know Suicide Hotline I'm supposed to care But I don't I see the stop sign I should just wait there But I won't Suicide Hotline It's more than I can bear