mha-chang - Hope To Stand lyrics

(Hook1) I was 17 to 18, 2005, I try to know ma self, I was about to tell ma history, Ma sisters and brothers who live with me they understand me, My friends let some of u lean on the wall, Let some of u sit on the ground and the rest of u check yr head a little bit with, While I am telling u ma history, I was about to role the world, I can be de first giraffe to grab de sky with ma hand and hold it tie not to let go, If ma sister aint lock me up and left me behind, I push harder to break the chain but I cant do it cuz I was just a boy, Chang L-I-double-Z I E thinkin that if he aint listen to her he will ate none wore none That was rite matter of fact lizzie afraid to lose is education cuz he was about to go to university Any thing that sister say he respect like her mom, Lately lizzie decide to go to music school, Lizzie bought a mobile phone that was the cause of all the problem, Her sister never call him again, she never talk to him again, Cuz of that lizzie decide to deal with his own life, But what I love about changlizzie is he never smoke, He never drink since he came out of here mother womb. (Bridge) Hope to stand Pain in de flesh of mind, Me resist any practical situation with in ma own zone, Do what u feel, feel what u do, Before you do anything, Hope to stand, With the blessing of God I can stand up with ma head up like flying birds in de sky, Free like water running on the river Nile, Hope to stand, Do thing that make me to stand, Aint goin back ward but pushing to the front like goin to the war, Hope to stand*2) (Hook2) I try to act reseanable to show my fantasy rationalize ma thinking, I truggle to be me objectibley to evaluate ma feeling, You transform ma smile in to tear, u left me behind cuz I have no use to you, You sabotage ma happiness and blame it on me, Thing still flip in ma mind, Ma heart still swell with a tremendous feeling, You hypnotized me paralyze me, Hard to move cause me use a wheelchair to me, Running away from me hoping that I aint goin to stand, Im wondering why people hating and dont love each others and we de same, I pray to God and the spirite come on me that make me to stand, Now you can see me walking on ma own, I wish you could stop interfering and let me make ma own decision, I can walk mile I can see thing, I am breathing I got nose that I can smell any sh**, You aint disable me I got hand to do anything, Foot to kicking anything, Ma mind working like de way you do, Lizzie I hope to stand.