MF DOOM - So Wat lyrics

I'm so self demeaning whats your meaning- I got a high self esteem I'll be in my dreams I'll be in my dreams [x2] I'm a grown man Oh sh** I'm still a little person Carry a tommy gun forfront Like Al-Pacino or Scarface Against anyone who wasn't good to me back then I'll blow the ba*tards head off I'm not the type of angry n***a to cross Actually- I'm just a pushover My real name is Larry and im very sorry Losing like Jenny Frazier Nothing plays out of my favor But its alright where it should be I'm nestled right underneath your Christmas tree Before I burglarize your presents with my presence and that Nothing but fingerprints and stencil I lost my pencil Whatever I'm worst at what i do best And I'm so tired i can't sleep All the problems in the world my soul don't need And my body's hungry Nothing in my pantry Barely escaping the poverty I need to get some food-stamps I need to do my taxes And teach myself Just trying to end this life I'm so self demeaning whats your meaning- I got a high self esteem I'll be in my dreams I'll be in my dreams [x2] So i left, left Left and i don't regret Apathetic don't sweat it I'll be in the basement Who are those strangers They look like cardboard that i could tear apart Hey charlie lets go play darts I love to start sh** but i will never finish it Be the first one in and the first one out I been here a mighty long time now Still got a quarter century left Sitting on the church steps waiting for god Hello hi Forget me? People often do I expect my funeral to Contain a few individuals who Are willing to go the distance Are willing to go the mile And even in my coffin I'm still smiling Maybe hell is heaven and heaven is hell I couldn't tell the difference that well oh well I was never very smart Where the hell do i go now Why are you sad Why the long faces [x2] I'm so self demeaning whats your meaning- I got a high self esteem I'll be in my dreams I'll be in my dreams (so what!) f**