Metanoia - Yowie's Hilltop Adventure lyrics

How can such intense love just turn to a hello Confusion is twisting my mind Emptiness is filling me So alone is how I feel Losing the grip on reality The pills don't help at all I want to feel reality GOD is so real Suicide is raping my brain From this I must restrain I don't want this pain It's sending me insane I've felt God's love before I need it and want it again The answers not in a needle And mary jane is not my friend I drink up I fall down Jesus I need your help And I need it now False fulfilment is so wrong My soul feels so dry Christ, I reach out my hands for you Dear God, please save me from myself I no longer wish to die God has shown me a purpose in life To help and show others the light And to be a servant of CHRIST