Merz - Cc Conscious lyrics

I'm conscious of you now Conscious although faintly I'm conscious of you now Everything is hazy I manufacture What you are after With no money My body's broken I'm conscious of you now Conscious father, god like I'm conscious of you now Singing in the ringing shell You're good, good, good You give me fever On a morning I'm hardly breathing I lost my grip It made me sick I never lose my temper Especially not in winter Shy to your eyes They are dim like mine We could do much better Than being so fettered How can i truly say That there's glory in this day When i can't bring home A decent day's pay Once they got your name You're in wicked company