Merkules - Gimme a call lyrics

[Verse 1: Merk] It was honestly the hardest thing I had ever done My pride jaded had to face it like a setting sun I guess I meant it huh? Only really said it once I wonder when you hear my songs do you let them run? Or do you shut it off, f** it all, never mind? Cause it reminds you of those issues that you set aside. It's like you pick apart my brain and you get inside I still got so much to say to you but little time I wonder will it still be worth it if I give a try Or am I lying to myself this really is goodbye Man f** it ima' s** it up and walk away It's like they sent me off to war and I caught astray I should change for the better but no not today And so I'm sitting in sorrow sippin' this vodka straight. I never make the right decisions so I contemplate But yet I sit at the top still so yall can hate I keep it real to my women and then they call me fake I'm too focused on this money that I gotta make It still hurts, I would never mean to do you wrong At least you know where I'm at cause I could use a call (Hook) Every time I try to move on something's still there and it's holding me down I try to keep my head high but I can't cause I don't got you around You should gimme a call, you should gimme a call And imma give it my all, I'mma give it my all You should gimme a call [Verse 2: Merk] I freeze up at the thought of you here now All of your blues must've got her in denial Chillin' by myself just chopping up weed piles It could still work I just want you to see how I need my time and my mind in a better place Let me demonstrate, simply watch me levitate We need to get it straight, grab a pen and set a date My heart beat through my chest, I never let it break All I wanted was to ask if you feel the same Cause every time we get a chance you just steer away It's a piece of cake, we no longer need to wait Just to keep it safe you don't ever see my face I'm just saying that it something you should think about, cause ever since you been gone I just been tripping out I made a left and a right and I took a different route, and we're gonna get there in time baby just listen how (Hook/outro) Every time I try to move on something's still there and it's holding me down I try to keep my head high but I can't cause I don't got you around You should gimme a call, you should gimme a call And imma give it my all, I'mma give it my all You should gimme a call