Merkules - Wasted lyrics

(Merkules:) I do my best to get up as I crawl to the sink A cause that's been lost 'cuz these thoughts that I think Ain't really the reality, I'm lost in my drink I can't seem to concentrate, I pause then I blink These people keep surrounding me I don't know where to turn Hopeless but I know that I can cope with my concern Focus on my motives Smell the roaches as they burn The potion's too ferocious now I'm open with my words It's hard to be different it ain't easy as it sounds Proceed to get back up when they beat you to the ground And lock up all the windows now you're safe and sleepin sound I do this for myself it's not to make these people proud I seek the opportunity to be a better dude But I can't 'cuz I've tried now there's nothin left to do Sick to my stomach I can't get myself to eat I crack another bottle and I drink myself to sleep This my life and I can't change it Seems like nothin goes my way All my lifetime, I've been wasted In the gutter where I stay This my life and I can't change it Seems like nothin goes my way All my lifetime I've been wasted Just tryna live another day (Snak The Ripper:) I do my best to get up as I crawl to the can A pile of human waste, that's just all that I am I light myself a cigarette with vomit on my hand Calm my nerves with medicine, I call that a plan Vodka and cran, breakfast of a champ I'm broke so watch your necklace ain't a style I won't cramp Homie f** your whole camp, don't mistake my kindness for Weakness, this a big bang and you look like a dinosaur Don't know how to cry no more, one day the f**in pain stops I've been numb eatin crumbs and livin off of rain drops Life s**s someone please show me the complaint box And Imma take these d** to the head until my brain pops Just below the surface losing breath I'm in too deep Fear is worthless no escapin d**h when he reap Sick to my stomach I can't get myself to eat so I crack another bottle and I drink myself to sleep This my life and I can't change it Seems like nothin goes my way All my lifetime, I've been wasted In the gutter where I stay This my life and I can't change it Seems like nothin goes my way All my lifetime I've been wasted Just tryna live another day