Meridian Theory - Two Steps Forward lyrics

I've tried so many times To swallow my pride But i keep heaving it out From the inside Is it dignity Or insecurities That mould my decisions Now im trying to let you go But i can't seperate myself Progress that i actually know I just hope theres still time left I found myself lost When i thought i knew where Ive failed so many times To open my eyes But the truth it Burns so bright that I turn blind Is it my failures Or your expectancies That keep me barely breathing Over and over i reinvent Turn by turn these circles spin