Mercy Great - My Apologies lyrics

Chorus 1x I'm sorry Mama for all the sh** I did to you And all the sh** I'm finna do this crazy world I'm living threw I pray the lord every night, He don't get rid of you I know the situation that I'm in making you miserable And these are my apologies I'm sorry Niya for all the sh** I did to you And when a n***a was broke all the sh** I couldn't give to you And every day you go away you know yo daddy missing you I know I should've been there but... These are my apologies Verse 1 I been through alot sh** with my O.G She left me in a cell like she didn't know me 500 for my bail I had to do a whole week I didn't know then but now I'm thinking slowly Low key she was teaching me on how to be a man If you get caught then do that bid, better be glad that it wasn't them feds If you got two feet then yo a** gone stand, if you aim for the moon where you think you gone land Get up off yo a** and get up out that jam, Damn! She said you know I love you but this is tough love The journey through my life it was a rough one Coming from the world where the daddies don't love sons And Momma got be the daddy too, and that f**ed up But much love, for schooling me on what's what And when that n***a used to beat on you I never punked up Smack my baby moms sold dope even tried to rob But for the most part raising me you did a great job Chorus 1x Verse 2 Lil Niya what's going on, surviving just cause we strong My Diamond heir to the throne, while rhyming to get us on I try not to never roam, yo momma I loved her so She promise to never go, she left me cold and alone But Daddy was doing wrong, I was creeping not coming home And a couple of f**ed up sh** to embarra**ed to let you know I was f**ing up in school, getting treed and staying broke Owning up to my mistakes gotta do it because I'm grown Driven by self pa**ion while dying from bad habits Surrounded by lick hitter and n***as that bag cabage Provoked by pot heads, pill poppers, and crack addicts To get a elbow and a scale jo and start trappin But my daughter need me here make sure she good and well Rather be broke in the hood than to be broke in a cell Who going look after you if I'm sitting in a jail Yo Daddy was real n***a but only time will tell Chorus 1x Verse 3 Pardon me, my bad, and my apologies I'm sorry the people I hurt and I proud to be A trifling a** n***a, a lying a** n***a A dead beat, broke a**, fighting a** n***a But I'm trying my n***a sh** I'm only human If you don't like it my n***a what can I do then Push forward f** the past keep it moving I'm in the game but it feel like I'm losing I'm still young, I'm still dumb, wild and stupid Ain't man enough to say sorry, I express it through this music Good Queen I misused and abuse them Taking out frustration on people that didn't do sh** My emotions I neglect and push to the side With a build in notion that man don't cry And when men don't cry, we pretend and don't pray And push the one we love the most the farther-est away Chorus 1x