Mercifuljay - For You In Rhymes lyrics

Intro: This song is dedicated to my son [Chorus: Mercifuljay] Moved back to Liverpool which is in the Northwest For the best Set up a new life You know the rest Far away from Kent Far away from Kent yeah Far away from Kent yeah Moved here not by choice or love But for my health To write more Produce more Unlocking my full potential But leaving things behind My son My friends My home All I got is memory's of these times Recreated for you in rhymes [Verse 1: Mercifuljay] Even though I had most things Everyday feeling the way I felt I couldn't bare living in despair Thinking does anybody actually care Part of me feeling useless The other raring to go Something was restricting my flow An opportunity came up and I had to go For the love and the pain I needed a change But at a price leaving my son behind I feel like I owe him my life Staying there I could of ended it with a knife It's better to be here than be there Only seeing you like 6 times a year To work on my music career To give you the life I never had I've been trying since the day things between me and your mum went bad But it don't change anything I'm still your Dad When you grow up you'll be glad You'll have better memory's of me as a Dad The times you spent with me and Cookie cat [Chorus: Mercifuljay] [Verse 2: Mercifuljay] What more can I say Other than I promised myself that day When your Mum walked out the door It felt like you was taken away It hurt me more and more every day Trying to deal with my issues But they obstructed me in every way So hopefully one day you can understand Why I couldn't stay But for you I always wanted the best Because you deserve nothing less But now is the test By sacrificing my time with you less But at least things between me and your mum ain't a mess But in the future I'll be more ahead in time So now using my sk**s to express to you in rhyme Before I'm out of time And I love you son There's not a moment that pa**es by that you don't cross my mind But I've got to stay strong I've gone this long Not just for me but for you There's nothing son I wouldn't do for you That's why I wrote this song for you