Mental - Bad Brain lyrics

I used to walk with my head up Now i walk straight ahead All those things i looked up to To me those thing are dead On closer inspection So much turned out fake Let down so many times Caused part of me to break As i grow older My heart grows colder And i hate to feel That part of me is over I can't waste another day I can't let my spirit slip away So growing up is over What now accept my fate I don't know what to do With these choices to make I can't stay in bed It's just not good for me Sometimes i feel like There's nothing more to see As i grow older My heart grows colder And i hate to feel That part of me is over I can't waste another day I can't let my spirit slip away I wanna have faith I wanna wake up and smile I wanna feel alive Because its been a while I wanna be proud of the things i did I wanna love things Like when i was a kid