Mental Crypt - Black Hole lyrics

Agony my only friend, rapes my twisted mind I am under siege of nightmare, creeping from behind In blind frustration, scream out the hate Frantic convulsion, I'm chained by fate What's the reason to be born When your soul is ripped and torn Feeling claustrophobic apathetic paranoid Depressive pestilent existence living in a void I have lost control, this is a black hole Unyielding force of emptiness, mindless perished time Suicidal fantasies, to me it ain't no crime Manic obsession, caught in a trap This is a dead end, a cul-de-sac What's the reason to be born When your soul is ripped and torn My life is fading away Born to decay There's no reason to stay Nothing matters to me now, no hope of a cure Extinction of a wasted life, my vanity is pure A weird repulsion against this lie Ultimate solution, I want to die What's the reason to be born When your soul is ripped and torn Feeling claustrophobic apathetic paranoid Depressive pestilent existence living in a void I have lost control, this is a black hole Wipe out vanity Poisoned sanity be gone