Memphis May Fire - The Abandoned lyrics

Staring at the wall I never thought this would be so hard How could I've been so close but never know you? I never knew I never knew you at all You will always be my father but I hope you know It's your fault And I'll never know what that means You left a void that could never be replaced I'm dying inside and you'll never see I always hoped that you did not want it this way But no matter how hard I tried you pushed away You said you love me but... How was I supposed to know (How was I supposed to know) When you left me here You left me here alone? Do I even cross you mind? Just for a second? Do you even know I'm alive? You know I will let you in put you threw everything away So tell me what did you get from all these years of pain? You have no clue what I've been through But I guess you wanted it this way! How was I supposed to know (How was I supposed to know) When you left me her You left me here alone? Do I even cross your mind Just for a second? Do you even know I'm alive If you would've been there If you would've stuck around If you would've been there when I needed you You would've been You would've been so proud! How was I supposed to know (How was I supposed to know) When you left me here You left me her alone? Do I even cross you mind? Just for a second? Do you even know I'm alive?