Memory Garden - Autumn Anguish lyrics

Autumn is here again Summer is gone here comes the rain The clouds linger on tighter Day's are shorter and less brighter Sitting alone with cold winds raging December depression descends Light the candles to keep the dark away Obeying the anguish to fade I wish I had someone here to stay In this cold embrace of earth I wish to lay Blurry thoughts of suicide Pierce my head sleeping so sweet d**h will greet me so warm, be my guider I seek the legions of sorrow We all know there will be no tomorrow So many of me has died Cold winds of loneliness I ride A soft voice of fear speaks in me Why should you live you don't need to be Trees are naked and my soul so cold No need to be afraid, I've been told A rook I hear far truly die at last Existing is an excuse Deep in my haert so red Everybody want's to die