Memories Of A Dead Man - On the Heights of Despair lyrics

Staring into your eyes, sitting in an icy car I won't ever look away Not so strong, not strong enough Living the same way Though We felt so lonely in a crowd Our empty room was full of Grace But good things die leaving a nasty taste of piss I guess, I've to acquire a taste for that Why is Life the privilege of mediocre people? My mind used to make a fool of me Luminous ecstasies, followed by depressions Some questions isolate me Tonight, I will lose myself Walking round and round until it's dawn Waiting for this call you've never made I just needed to vent my spleen, hold me f**ing back All the good times pa**ed and left scars It f**ing leaves scars On the heights of despair, I'm on the heights of despair You're the best thing I ever had, I need to bring it to an end Do you remember all our goddamned stupid awesome times? Sweet sweetie! I miss you so, wondering if we'll ever talk again I just really hope I won't crack up Why is Life the privilege of mediocre people? My mind is making a fool of me Luminous ecstasies, followed by depressions So many questions isolating me Cause I am sinking, can't keep breathing Drowning in a sea of tears Love smothers me, Ignorance hurts me Sorry for the waste of time. I'm still sinking, can't keep breathing Drowning in a sea of tears Fortunately, this ain't for long I'm already feeling that I'm fading away Everything will fade away