MellowVibez - Complications lyrics

Why is what I'm asking but it always gets ignored Im just hoping to be growing and proceed to having more My mindset calm But I provoked right into war Promoting heart and care But Yellin blood and gore Encore with sores Stabbing piercing slicing sword So with words leave messengers lifeless at they doors Of they lords I be the dead man wanted on the boards Showing me different routes but im lookin for a tour I bet you don't even know what im talkin bout The beat flows and you just hear sounds out my mouth But anyway I hate telling people that I rap Cuz they look at me like you rappin cause you black Or don't even recognize me cuz so many wack Like its every wack black rappin on the recorded tracks But back to me my lifestyle on some current complication My girl be thinkin and then she hit me with a trouble statement But I love her crazy self she will always be my wifey No other girl would attempt to love me more or even like me I'm on with this stuggle tussle fumble with surviving money I walk my paths cuz I see nobody riding for me My rappin is a childish thought and most want to me grow up Hold up never I slow up Cause I ain't even met my quota I do my thing Cuz this music with my life it brings I rock no chains Cuz my paper still come in change Dang I fear the future what my defintion Theres somethings missing Like writers block I can't keep persistent I keep on reachin Then always pushed in the deep end This is my weakness The closes put my down my treason Some say im antisocial but yet I'm think different I just get overlooked I am a loner that never mentioned Simple mathematics me adding, subtracting relations I thought it was me but not too many wanna know me I guess I have a ghost writer cuz my feelings wrote this Anger, sadness, loneness it combined its just all exploded Man nobody can relate So I'm fighting with the madness Constructing against bad habits No longer hiphoppin wit these rabbits If you motive the minus Then I'm offing any practice You action are just acting Face up and stop masking I'm putting hearts into these beats and resurrected nothing I hope I died atleast me reaching the top of discussion (X4) I'm putting hearts into these beats and resurrected nothing I hope I died atleast me reaching the top of discussion