Melissa Ferrick - Mercy lyrics

So would ya tell me please What happened to me I know I was there But have no memory So would you paint me a picture Would you give me a trigger word Would you tell me where was I When the colony sky came down This is not my fault This is not my fault This is not my fault For this one I need mercy Mercy This is not mine These thoughts that wind This unfounded fear This constantly seeking escape Alone, restless and yearning I feel like I felt before When I drank away all my problems Until I drank myself on to the floor This is not my fault This is not my fault This is not my fault For this I need Mercy, yeah Mercy I know I am not healthy Yeah but who really is At least I am trying something At least I am willing to give in And I know this is a never ending process This growing up thing But sometimes, life on life's terms Means that I don't get to win This is not my fault This is not my fault This is not my fault This is not my fault This is not my fault For this I need mercy Mercy mercy mercy I need it give me mercy I need I need Come on give me Mercy...