Melissa Ferrick - Then So It Is lyrics

Where am I going Trying to regain control But no matter How I dress it up I always end up alone So why must I come here every time I back myself against a wall And why is it still so surprising to me When I try to conquer I fall But I want to feel like a bird Singing in an open cage And I wan to be in a love Where we are free to wonder I want to lay down with my eyes shut And let the mystic take my sadness And if this is what you call madness Then so it is I drive Myself crazy Yeah crazy in a constant spin That one day soon yeah know I'm going to get my life I'm going get my life Back together again But can you see me now Can you see me now Can you see me standing here I'm waving a white flag to win 'Cause I wan to feel like a bird Singing in an open cage And I wan to be in a love Where we are free to wonder I want to lay down with my eyes shut And let the mystic take my sadness And if this is what you call madness Then so it is