Melissa Broder - Judgement lyrics

When the shaman comes to town I try to hump the shaman I try to hump angels My guardian angels are mine and all for me When they leak they leak me Still there are cracks between us And you have to fill up cracks with candy If I am not allowed candy I use my body If I am not allowed my body I use the internet Television is going to deliver me from the internet The angels pray over my screens My angels are probably lonely Also disillusioned with me I have always felt the presence of a disappointed being The shaman says I am not dead I am definitely dying I am already digging out of my coffin I dress in cicada skins I go bright blonde Above me is the blonde angel Raphael And I try to make the blonde angel french me The blonde angel has a thick tongue He wants to talk about healing The violence no one has done to me Every violence I have done to me When I leak I leak me What was so hell that I violenced me? There were eighty years of candy magick after all There were also beautiful horses There were cracks in all the horses When I stuffed their mouths with candy they turned to rotten I made candy luncheons in the pasture It tasted very desire I poured cherry soda into all my cracks Tell the angels to give me sugar If they do not want to hump me A supreme being should heal me But only for forever