Mega City Four - Clown lyrics

I might say yes and I might say no It's difficult to decide The only thing that I'm sure about Is that I'm always changing my mind My mind There's momentary indecision A feeble desire to please In desperation to be loved I admit I lie through my teeth That's me Going around Pleasing everybody except myself Wearing a smile even when I am down Trying not to disappoint you Trying not to be the one that gets left out And I only wanna be accepted Before I answer, I hesitate I want to say the right thing I guess it's insecurity That tricks me into deceit But maybe the biggest deception Is the trick that I play on myself I don't care if you like me And I don't need your respect I'm just scared if I take off this stupid mask The only thing I'll get Is cold indifference And I want to be of consequence to someone That's me Going around Pleasing everybody except myself Wearing a smile even when I am down Trying not to disappoint you Trying not to be the one that gets left out And I only wanna be accepted That's me Going around Pleasing everybody except myself Wearing a smile even when I am down Trying not to disappoint you Trying not to be the one that gets left out And I only wanna be accepted I only wanna be accepted I only wanna be accepted for myself