Meet me in Montauk - Kickball lyrics

Why am I the one that can hold your hand It was just a lustful gesture it seems But isn’t that what makes me a man And I'm sick and tired of this I'm in it for real this time wait a minute I'm over it Why am I the one that can hold your hand It was just a lustful gesture it seems But isn’t that what makes me a man And I'm sick and tired of this I'm in it for real this time wait a minute I'm over it I listen to the voices in my head With what they say sometimes I’m barely holding on They’re just coming on to strong They say I’m wrong and that I’ve been in bed way to long They say I’m wrong and that I’ve been in bed way to long I guess it’s time to pick myself up for a change and Explain to her why I don’t feel a thing any more Locked away Sorry about the chains I'm underneath a bed of my mistakes I wished my last wish I drank my last drink Why am I the one that can hold your hand It was just a lustful gesture it seems But isn’t that what makes me a man And I'm sick and tired of this I'm in it for real this time wait a minute I'm over it I listen to the voices in my head Their plan is in motion I have no reason to let them down To let them down I'm not that strong and I have nothing to fall back on I'm not that strong and I have nothing to fall back on And I want to have the chance to make things better for me But I’m a selfish little kid, they grow up so quickly And I want to be the one in every situation But I’m a selfish little kid