ME - Watch You Fall lyrics

I wrote this song in dedication to my father, I really don't like the lyrics or any I write for that matter, because the lyrics don't make any sense and don't flow together... This song is written for a metal piece just let you guys know... [Intro] [Verse 1] I've held my breath, for far too long I'd sell my soul, too watch you fall Remember when you said you're with me? Where are you now? You're like a poison in my veins You're f**ing sending me insane And even when the skies are grey I always know, I can't be saved You're like a poison in my veins You're f**ing sending me insane And even when the skies are grey I can't be saved [Breakdown] So give up the fight Hand over your crown Go bathe in your problems I hope that you drown [Chorus] Beat me to my knees I always find a way Become my fears You can't take this away Come take my pain I give you all of it Come and get me [Verse 2] Welcome to my world Full of pain and misery I can never sleep Knowing that you still breathe I've seen too many farewells I've felt too much pain I've lost all I have ever loved So don't try and change me I make believe that I stand for something That's greater than loving you But you just crawl back, you always crawl back I can't breathe [Chorus] Beat me to my knees I always find a way Become my fears You can't take this away Come take my pain I give you all of it Come and get me I can't get rid of this feeling Of wanting to stab you down It's like when you're near I want to rip you apart And when you're far I want watch you burn down Watch you burn down [4x]