McCallaman - Before I Die lyrics

[Verse] Before I Die I pray I get right with God Before I Die Fam gonna run a night flex with broads Constant contradictin Find myself in the wrong position Good intentions, bad decisions Lord save me from this life I'm living All a yout dream is a million and the fame But it ain't bout money, it's all for the love What you saying? Dollars keep us above water But we drownin, can't stay afloat Cause of inflation On the news station, all see is gangs and guns banging Been in hell since Devil crash landed I know God's child what I'm branded but Truth be told, I'm feeling low and out of place Lost my soul to the world Still trying to find it at heaven's gates Summertime but on my mind is "when the next man gonna die?" Ain't no love that's in this life The abyss is where my n***as reside And most contemplated suicide