MC Mantra - Quicksilver lyrics

(VERSE 1) YOU WERE SPEAKING ANOTHER LANGUAGE, THAT MY HEART WASN'T UNDERSTANDIN' NOW SPEECH WAS BECOMING FRANTIC, WHAT CAN I SAY? I'M A ROMANTIC IM ATTRACTED TO DISAPPOINTMENT, LIKE I PLANTED A FLY IN THE OINTMENT JUST TOO PUNCTURE WHAT I ENJOY DOING WITH YOU IN THE MOMENT OF ANNOYANCE IF IT EVER TOLD ME ANYTHING, IT'S I SHOULD NEVER LISTEN TO MY INNER VOICES IF I EVER HOPED TO AVOID BEING A VICTIM OF ILL ADVISED CHOICES POISON, SO PARANOID OF THE STRANGE NOISES HOW THEY WERE PUT IN PLACE TO DESTROY US I COULDN'T RECOGNIZE, I WAS CHOOSING TO EMPLOY THEM IT'S ON ME, FOR MAKING THE WRONG MOVE I WAS TAKING THE LONG WAY HOME AND I PUT IT ALL ON YOU YOU WERE PAYING FOR MY MOOD, PRETTY SOON YOU WERE OUT OF COMMENTS SEE YOU WERE DONE WITH ME, YOU TURNED UNTIL THE BACK OF YOU, WAS THE ONLY THING I HAD IN FRONT OF ME (HOOK) THE MORE THAT I TRIED, TO HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS THE MORE, YOU WOULD SLIP AWAY IF ONLY I USED THE GRIP OF MY HEART THEN PERHAPS YOU WOULD HAVE CHOSEN TOO STAY (VERSE 2) I WAS BY MYSELF, AND I DID IT BY MYSELF THOUGHT I DIDN'T LOVE YOU, BUT I DID, I JUST DIDN'T LIKE MYSELF SO I HAD TO FIND MYSELF, TRY TO RE-DEFINE MYSELF READ THE FINE PRINTS SEE WHAT I'M MISSING REALLY RE-DESIGN MYSELF I COULD NEVER CRY FOR HELP OR SEEK YOU OUT FOR GUIDANCE FOR THE FEAR THAT YOU MIGHT RECOGNIZE WEAKNESS DISGUISED AS KINDNESS AND THOSE SLEEPNLESS NIGHTS REMIND ME, OF THAT PEACE YOU TRIED PROVIDIN WHEN MY PEACE OF MIND WAS HIDING, I COULDN'T SEE MY EYES WERE BLINDED YOU SAW DEEP INSIDE MY IRIS, WITNESSING MY VERY SOUL LOOKING BEYOND ANYTHING I'D EVER BEEN ABLE TOO HOLD YOU WERE BOLD, TAKING IT ALL IN CLIMBED AND AFRAID OF THE FALLIN' BUT BY THE BREAK OF MORNING YOU WERE MOURNING, I NEVER SAW YOUR WARNINGS I KNOW WHEN I WAS IGNORING WHEN I WAS TOURING, AND WASN'T CALLING WE WOULDN'T TALK ANYMORE UNTIL I GOT BACK HOME, IT WAS THEN I STARTED PREFORMING THE STORM IN BETWEEN YOU AND I, WERE WAR-ING NOW IT'S DO OR DIE, IT'S EITHER SELF SABOTAGE, OR SOCIAL SUICIDE (HOOK) THE MORE THAT I TRIED, TO HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS THE MORE, YOU WOULD SLIP AWAY IF ONLY I USED THE GRIP OF MY HEART THEN PERHAPS YOU WOULD HAVE CHOSEN TOO STAY