Its cold and I can't remember much The moments zip by as I lose touch Inside I bleed against my shadow I tried to k** it long ago The warm salty past gathers around My visual receptors as they are I feel it slide into something else But it slides too far Its late and I forget the piece The hours tick by and I feast Outside in the falling rain I tried to stop the latent pain The present moment gathers around And chokes us mostly as we are I taste its sting as someone else But it stings too hard Too often I quickly fall apart And sometimes I break my own heart Without some truth it hurts to live Blessed with it it helps to give The ocean of memory grows on A giant breathing divinity I see it become something else But it changes all too quickly Its dark and I remember you Sometimes I don't know what to do Outside in the dead of night I always avoid my worst fright Yesterday's ghost says "hello" And he nods with a smile I tell myself he's not there Though he's been here for a while In my demented dimension In my demented dimension, yeah In my demented dimension In my demented dimension, yeah In my demented dimension In my demented dimension, yeah In my demented dimension In my demented dimension, yeah