MC Jin - Carry On lyrics

[Chorus] I have carried on so long I can't recall How I've come this far and what it all was for [Verse 1] I still remember those nights just layin' in bed Hands behind my head starin' at the ceilin' Wide awake dreamin' Just to make sure I'm alive not dead Eyes bloodshot red All I ever wanted was to change my life with this pen It was bound to happen Felt it in the pit of my stomach I just ain't know when So I kept on pushin' kept on climbin' It's not like I had options I was crushed I was let down But I've come too far to think about stoppin' These opportunities might just ruin me Maybe my time has come and gone No point in dwellin' on what's be- yond my control I got no choice but to carry on [Chorus] I have carried on so long I can't recall How I've come this far and what it all was for [Verse 2] Seems like a nice life right Center stage well take a peek at what's behind the curtains Cause when the bright lights burn out it turns out Blessings are burdens I ain't complainin' I'm just sayin' can I vent some of my frustrations Being Christian Being Asian Trying to live up to your expectations I mean it's one thing to think you know me Give me space though you dont own me Why is it always In the most crowded places I feel the most lonely The load is heavy My shoulders ready In my weakness He is strong I close my eyes and pray see the cross was carried so I gotta carry on [Chorus] I have carried on so long I can't recall How I've come this far and what it all was for I have carried on so long I can't recall How I've come this far and what it all was for Before you run gotta walk before you walk gotta crawl Carry on Carry on Before you fly gotta fall before you fly gotta fall Carry on Carry on Before you run gotta walk before you walk gotta crawl Carry on Carry on Before you fly gotta fall before you fly gotta fall Carry on Carry on