MC Jesus - Autumn Leaves lyrics

What a melancholy feeling with the falling autumn leaves I rush away from the city, to be reminded what we used to be Usually I feel fine walking these distorted streets But at this time of year, my heart and mind needs ease I feel weird with the closing in of winter But for the moment I feel calm with mud and timber I don't wanna spend a lonely christmas and be turned a cinder Don't go like your father go, he did crash and forgot to think About a beautiful thing called tinder, made so I can meet them girls I'm a decent earl, that can make their whirlwinds swirl Met a perfect merl, with a cute spit curl She whispered in my ear - "Let's give it a whirl" Finally I found someone that could turn this feeling But a new was creeping in, the day of our meeting 'Cause I knew she had another, it was only temporary I suggested we took separate paths, and told our different stories Now I'm pissing y'all and I'm invisible I'm dissing y'all and it's not even difficult I turned away and became part of a different cult I ended up being jailed, but that's a distant fault Sitting in this lonely cell, i can stay 'till summer Spend my time, writing rhymes and hope it ever comes to us My mind feels fine, and I stopped running 'cause I avoid them autumn leaves in my cell, for me that's Love