Mblackid - SmileAwayThePain lyrics

I don’t know, I don’t know, have my hand on my neck but I don’t know what to do [Verse 1] I smile the pain away cause I can’t face reality My n***a i can’t face my fears (but probably she) Will say it’s alright but it’s not right I can’t sleep at night no [Hook] (Have my hand on my neck but, I don’t know what to do) {Verse 2] Every time I say I’m well they say that you are not I get this weird feeling but it’s just my silly thought Silly thought, silly thought I think way to quick Freak the flock, freak the flock I’m way to sick [Outro] I wish I felt no pain in my life (It’s a lie, f** is why) Jesus why, Jesus I, want not to cry (Want not to cry maybe to die but not to die?) [Hook] I don’t know, I don’t know, have my hand on my neck but I don’t know what to do