Mayfly - Fish Bowl lyrics

I look up It feels good I feel small Like I should Still I crave And I cry I've felt love And I smile And I don't know why, but I'll try The smallest of waves, are they mine? Do I just watch or can I drive? I look in It feels good I ask why Like I should And I'm big as a sun, and I'm small as a seed And I'm loving and kind and I'm selfish and mean The weight of a lifetime, on top of an ant And the feelings are real, but who talks to my hands Well I speak the words like they're mine Do I have a say? Should I try? Well you wouldn't know a free mind I'll leave the smallest fingerprints By choice or was it imminent? My evolution just a script d**h right on time So who's to blame for loss of love? Or broken minds turned murderous Or every joy that carries us year after year Delude ourselves with permanence A shield to insignificance Just please don't ever speak of it We cherish our lies Are we destined to question our fate? And think ourselves in figure eights? With no discovery to be made Hungry for life Why?