Mattz - Nowadays sh** lyrics

[Verse 1]If I say a rhyme or write my own lines People will say it`s sh** cause I`m doing` it online But if a real rapper repeat a verse of mine People will say its great Cause they s** their motherf**er dicks I don`t lie And if you see me doing something stupid please don`t mind I`m just doing what I think is right Cause when I`m doing what i LOVE I feel in paradise When I`m writing it fells like I`m burning alive The fuel that is burning is my devil inside That`s the way i get away from real life This sh** is k**ing me I rather die Than seeing my dreams dying I`m front of my eyes This is not life Living a constant pressure of having kids, a nice house Cars, a wife But then life knocks at you door and you realize Life will never be as you like And giving up on everything is the price To get out off this sh** hole and rise