Matthew Youkhana - Beneath the Skin lyrics

(1st Verse) Was it all but a dream, my heart sinks I detest my own speech I can hear the walls speaking my name they seek Wasn't it me speaking when I could feel two hearts at beat up in the back of my brain Caught in a trap slipping through the cracks Need to relax caught in the act and I keep thinking about it Pushed to the brink my knees scared and body fatigues I need to fight or succumb to defeat Is it a self-created myself I'm hating f** wealth I'm aiming to cure my health in lamens Is it paid in black in depth the contract The debt that I inherit for bringing myself back In my eyes I see nothing but him Is it a lie is it me or is it something within Either way not to punk and pretend but no pity for the coward who can't cover his ends (CHORUS)* I know it seems dark, but sometimes you got to fight with your whole heart No matter how hard that it gets at the best you just strive to the spark I know it seems dark, but sometimes you got to fight with your whole heart No matter how hard that it gets at the best you just strive to the spark As you bask in the breeze of discontent the earth vents and blinds a clean sleet In time you'll find the weak freeze, in the past where were leaving the waste we call grief cause I know it seems dark, but some times you got to fight with your whole heart No matter how hard that it gets at the best you just strive to the spark (BRIDGE) With the military grip one hand on the jack second hand on my axe just if I slip Stuck deep in a pit my brain regrets, delayed defence unstable will I live? I can't see, engrave the last scene I pray that my thoughts seize and lay in them six feet 23 long years still I beat my thoughts ripping I've never submitted into defeat, fear me (2nd Verse) As I collect myself in broken pieces I gaze in the mirror to liquefy this thesis, ideology me thinking I need this Feeling inside let me iron out the creases, trust to believe that my will breaches government bases thoughts that are diseases Caught myself in a gaze of shattered gla** picking myself up now should never be a task Extract the pitch black demand that it falls back install the white wall of strength in my core that's White hot to handle, pure love demands you, blank mind like vandals In time everything heals but even time shuts down and it cancels Eye for and eye leave me blind light the candle Search my diverse mind and hurt whatever it is paying me out now I demand you (CHORUS)*