Matthew Fisher - Not This Time lyrics

I used to be a loner I didn't need nobody It seemed to me that the best way to be was just by myself And I laughed at the guy who suggested that I might someday need some help But now it's not so easy And every day the world's a little harder to take Ooh I don't think I'm gonna make it this time, oh no I used to be a traveller I travelled 'cross the ocean The world was such a gigantic place; there was a lot to see Take a boat, take a plane, it was all the same so long as I was free But now the world seems smaller It's closing in and pretty soon it's gonna break down my door Ooh I don't think I'm gonna make it this time, oh no I used to be ambitious, waiting for the big time But just one taste was enough to know that my dreams were wrong Just the lies and the aches of a million mistakes that went on far too long And now I'm in the corner I can't go back and I haven't got the strength to go on Ooh I don't think I'm gonna make it this time, oh no No I just don't think I'm gonna make it this time, oh no You know I'm sick and tired And I really don't think I'm gonna make it this time, oh no