Matthew Ebel - Wasting My Time lyrics

How can you love me when you don't know who I am? These pages got a lot more filling From a bloodstained dirty hand And all I know is: I was blind and the view looked mighty grand I've been a white devil A holy roller A Bokononist and a loner With a temper and a cold shoulder I just keep wasting my time Again and again I've been accused of a crime I didn't commit My baby loves me, gives me everything I need She'll make a crown out of barbed wire And I'm happy just to bleed She knows that I've been trying hard to take my leave She likes guns, and she makes love Like a lioness Body like poison in a sundress Baby, I'm wasting my time Again and again I've been accused of a crime But it's all in the spin No-one ever told me they would hold me like a voodoo doll With the pins and needles And stabbing away Everybody told me I would be just fine But it's my time to drink that bitter wine Nobody loves you unless you get in line Well, I won't keep wasting my time Again and again I get so used to these crimes But it wears kind of thin I won't keep wasting my time Again and again I never pay for the crime I just live with the sin I won't keep wasting my time Again and again I just keep living like I do Like I do, like I do I keep it under my skin