Matt Pless - Ashtray lyrics

Someone asked me if I've found God Yes, I think we've met a couple times But I'm not sure if it was him Cause I can't look him in the eye And all I heard were warnings From my conscience in the guilty night That said "I'll see you on the day you die" I'll see you on the day you die I'll see you on the day you die No, I've never been to heaven But they say my head is in the clouds Cause I just sit here by myself And hope I stand out in the crowd I tried to make my father proud Found out that I don't know how Tomorrow there is only here and now Yes, there's only here and now Yes, there's only here and now And I hate to say it But I've heard it all before There's a war outside my window A revolution's at my door Keep your corporate counter-culture That I'm trying to ignore Because I don't believe in nothing anymore All these teachers preaching right from wrong Can help the weak against the strong Or save you from an end that comes For you and I and everyone So I'll just write another song For all the world to sing along Cause after all some day we'll all be gone Yeah, some day we'll all be gone Yeah, some day we'll all be gone Now I've washed my hands of everything The fairy tales and fantasy Apparently reality has finally got the best of me And all those d** I did in vain They eased the pain and numbed my brain But life is just a high you can't sustain Life's just a high you can't sustain Life's just a high you can't sustain And I hate to say it But I've heard it all before There's a devil in the details And salvation with the Lord No, I'm not one for compliance And defiance left me bored I guess I don't believe in nothing anymore Now I've seen the writing on the wall The darkness in the crystal ball A house of cards about to fall And a peace of mind I can't recall But man, the worst thing that I saw Was clearly the reflection of A boy who said "I think I've seen it all" Yeah, I think I've seen it all Yeah, I think I've seen it all And I hate to say it But I've heard it all before After all these years, those chandeliers Have crashed upon the floor And there ain't no way of knowing What the future has in store So I don't believe in nothing No, I don't believe in nothing No, I don't believe in nothing anymore