Matt-E - Confessions of a White Suburban Black Kid lyrics

[Verse 1] I'm just livin' life No type, cold as Gazpacho God have mercy on me More time to go, I'm not old 18 years later surviving off of my glow And 18 years previous, destined to die in a hospital What I could have been would be a fable But I cheated d**h like I cheated tests So f** God and his stable I'll switch it all up some day But until then, i'm blazed underground, avoiding sun rays And what does the sun say? "Boy I keep you alive, I make the world bright, will you give back today?" No, you are not my sensei, and what my sense say is to dream my life away I got a baked and braised brain With appraised thoughts that are my ways But their wrong anyway I've thefted in B-Town, thefted in Avon Thefting anywhere with my invisible shades on I used to think that all my friends were pussies Until playing hooky burned me like a rookie Now sh** started getting hairy like a Wookie And i'm at war with the stars I'm a virus like Sars And I could give a f** about a fancy f**ing car They think i'm just misunderstood But i'm crazy, a cabin in the woods