Matt Andujo - Therapy lyrics

Therapy [Verse 1] Overlooking my cityscape in May Sometimes I want to leave But memories they make me stay- so I do I lace my shoes and continue to run this rat race My fans they rep for first so I'm coming up from that last place Sit in the studio writers block couldn't touch me now Underdog legend Bradley decision - split- Pacquiao Cause if I win- sh** they probably say it was fixed too Trying to get some dividends- not to blow but b**h my rents due Is my issues the sh** these people really love to hear? Cause if it is then I'mma do this for a hundred years My only fears is mediocrity and honestly- me from stopping me Roll up a couple L's and get higher then where the boxes be My mathematics is addicts I'm talking overhead Only friend is hip hop reviving it cause it's almost dead, yeah Sitting in the waiting room await to boom Bout to explode just hope my heart stay intact though Cause everyone I knew who blew up is now an a**hole f** em Never needed no cosign The kid from L.A. with brown skin who spits that dope rhyme Treating each second like it's go time and, Oh my god.. [Hook] Stare at the clock Its two a.m. and my thoughts are clear Look at my life and how it changed up in a f**ing year No it's good, no it's good, no it's all good Tell me what I love and how I love and know you all could More than a man, but less than a god I feel it's best to be a man when feelings involved So tell me mister, what is best for me? Therapy sessions, anti-depression, need clarity! That's what they say, but I'll just make it on my own A better day but I'm so far away from home Beg me to stay but it's probably best if I go Cause if I stay you'll catch feelings and girl I'm better alone Yeah, I said I'm better off alone They wanna know what's on my mind so I made they mind blown Therapy sessions, my my, how I've grown Only therapy I need is speaking in this microphone [Verse 2] Oh my God! Is this what everything's supposed to be like? I see light- amidst all this darkness- my future seems bright Cliché I know it's still pouring whenever bottles here My girl skin macchiato her tune is autoclear When she away I feel that T-Pain sweeter than cane Came from round the way, I want to be where she lays But see babe This music's to me all that matters still I'm picking venues no time for pickin them daffodils Roses that I sent you wilted over with time I hope you understand I love you but like Kobe after ‘99 I'm too focused for one ring little dime I had to make a lane, break the design of who I was inside Suicide- I never wish d**h on my enemies Like Big said when Pac died “Imagine watching Pac live?” Real sh** no hologram I'm honored man, to be making this music That they all command but I don't do this for the fans, no, my apologies Philosophical odysseus journeys to where I ought to be To the top getting brain talking Socrates I'm making real sh** from the heart never bout that novelty You bother me these rappers who rap about what's irrelevant You in this for the money I think it's time to get out of it Cause stats show very few touching them pesos No pot of gold unless you rainbow, that change flows Then it's case closed.. [Hook] Holy water show love like a father to daughter Slaughter the hate and keep dreams safe while smoking that Marley Screaming “emancipate yourself and be free” Player from L.A.- Clips sh**, CP3 Pour some forty out for Eazy, take a knee Ask God forgive me cause lately I've sinned Not myself lately I've been Is this really worth it Lord? Why you take all of my friends? Take me instead! Before you take another Just has to comfort my mother, younger brother Let him grow good hope you feel this Mr. Wonder If this a come up then it feels good but it won't last Like the first nut with that girl I met in math cla** And that's that I know it's abstract to understand where my mind is And if ya'll find it step back- it's in a battle like Leonidas Do I regret starting rhyming? I guess that's just a loaded question Making confessions like a Catholic while Buddha destressing Counting my blessings, dividing by life lessons f** it I'm done how much I owe for this session? Therapy sessions How much I owe for this session? Therapy session Yeah, and f** what you think too