Matt and Toby - What Plays In My Head lyrics

I felt the car crash, it happened so fast I thought that I would never catch my breath again The dangling seat belts, the burning fuel smells You were saying that your blood would stain your dress And then... I thought back to New Years night The angry words, the awful fight We suffer for our sins, I've suffered for my sins You were so scared, that's the thing I most remember The way your hand felt in mine, I wish I still I want you to know what happened when I lost you I wish you could feel this aching that's replaced you So here among these gathered few With hardened hearts and empty pews I pray that this will too pa** and leave That I could be a man of faith in this quiet home that we both made And tell our son and daughter I believe... in God Oh oh the worst is, those things we manage Don't let yourself cry in front of the kids And I'm so exhausted, that I think I've lost it Six months ago I had it all I thought back to New Years night The angry words, the awful fight We suffer for our sins, I've suffered for my sins You were so scared, that's the thing I most remember The way your hand felt in mine, I wish I still I want you to know what happened when I lost you I wish you could feel this aching that's replaced you So here among these gathered few With hardened hearts and empty pews I pray that this will too pa** and leave That I could be a man of faith in this quiet home that we both made And tell our son and daughter I believe... in God Early in the morning, sitting on the couch beside you And Ike is staring at your face Ruby softly asks me for blankets and cartoons Why would that be what plays in my head Reggie scratched the front door and I told you to stay put And you just kept singing Less Than Jake But the moment that I returned, you sprang from our back room Why would that be what plays in my head If Your hand could take her, just take me too Just take me too, just take me