Matson Jones - He Means Nothing, Dear lyrics

I haven't seen you, dear In half a year, actually more And I don't want these thoughts to be ignored I wanna smell your polyurethane To drop pills on the floor Cause I'm their sacred hearts And red, red meat And I'm becoming bored So I lay awake While he is fast asleep And I think of these things Into my mind they creep and And it is 5:00 am and the clock ticks on It is five in the morning, but Please don't get me wrong It's just You murder me with your sweet You murder me with your sweet You murder me with your sweet You murder me with your sweet, [?] words But wait, oh wait I don't think that he's murdered me dead, yet So please, oh please Just keep him thinking fondly of me But wait, oh wait I don't think that he's murdered me dead yet So please, oh please Just keep him thinking fondly of me Of me Of me Of me Of me Oh, come on fall Bring your tattered leaves Bring that cold, whipping wind That brings me to my knees Because then this long time Will diminish into days because then I can finally fill this silly space called my head With him My head with him Oh my head, with him My head with him But he means nothing my darling He means nothing my darling He means nothing my darling He means nothing my darling I swear