Mathias Kruse - In A Swamp lyrics

I been navigating everything I walk through Swallowing my wallows, cause I have no one to talk to Say hello to happy, like f** I already lost you I wear the opposite of pride like it's a costume Humble hearted but heart beats off beat I'm feeling like my blood's pumped a heavy wind within a monsoon I'm going to make everything up to mom soon Look a fly in his eye, tell him I could live inside a swamp too I been following the wrong clues lately Sign my life over like I'm Tom Cruise shady Life's a crazy b**h, she ask me who my favorite is Look at her and answer like "Not you, lady!" I been serious. My delusions turn to deliriums My name is next to the word "Paranoid" in the Merriams Every time I confront my demons, I bury one But I got as many as there's stones in an aquarium The opposite of "barely drugged", tell you how my head feel Been trying to balance it, my head is like a lead wheel My birth in itself was the red pill Ask me if I been enlightened, then ask Elvis if he dead still Well was he? Yeah, I bet you that he was Doctors got no sympathy for me, but got plenty of d** Spew opinions like I haven't used my two pennies enough Even in the matters that I know I've already discussed Look at me like I'm a politician, y'all bet he corrupt And that's the matter of the case, back up while I'm blasting back up into space