Mary J. Blige - Ask Myself lyrics

You know everyday I ask myself the same question Mary why you going through this Why you takin yourself through this But when you love somebody and Maybe they might not love you but It's hard, it's just so hard but I just gotta think about myself Right now and but I gotta remember this I don't know why Why you came in my life just to see me cry Or maybe to see me die But look at me now You disguise yourself so well That I didn't know that I was walkin into hell But my soul I would never sale That's why I have this story to tell And I wanna know Where is my happy ending I always knew you were pretending Now it's clear to see That there was no real love From the beginning See I need to know Where is my happy ending You hurt me so bad There is no mending Now it's clear to see That there was no real love From the beginning How could you be so cruel To turn yourself into a fool Not knowing love was real Even though you still wasted all my time boy Now let's go back to day one When all we knew was having fun But you stumbled across someone who's better than me Now I know I ought to be free Where is my happy ending I always knew you were pretending Now it's clear to see That there was no real love From the beginning Where is my happy ending You hurt me so bad There is no mending Now it's clear to see That there was no real love From the beginning You didn't love me, you were fakin The whole thing was a hoax and I was blind You really hurt me What goes around comes around And the pain you caused will come back to you Where is my happy ending I always knew you were pretending Now it's clear to see That there was no real love From the beginning I need to know Where is my happy ending You hurt me so bad There is no mending Now it's clear to see That there was no real love From the beginning