Martin Buchwalter - Leave them behind lyrics

13 years later Well known demons Beat me down the same I dwell on diehard disbelief And hide beyond the lie I have become Because of all the f**ing therapies that made it worse And all the pills and meds that fixed nothing (nothing) Lost within the memories of days long dead (dead) Dead but sleeplees Sleepless since you're gone As i see all the pretty flowers (that) decorate your grave And when i'm talking to your brother bout the good old days I can't hold back the steady grief This recurring pain Life is not bad i must admit But it's just not the same Destructive thoughts The ages win I'm giving up, I'm giving in Left with myself This sh**'s devouring And power draining Sick of the echoes inside Recall Memories twist and rewind 'bove all Leave them behind Slowly dispatching the soul Now Spitting and throwing up gall Loss predefined One day we will meet again and talk it all over Until then i will just try and hang in there What else can i do Sick of the echoes inside That's all Memories twist and rewind Let go Leave them behind Slowly dispatching the soul In this personal war Spitting and throwing up gall Loss predefined Get things straight As i see all the pretty flowers (that) decorate your grave (your grave) And when i'm talking to your brother Bout the good old days (good old old days) I can't hold back the steady grief This re-occurring pain (pain) Life is not bad i must admit But it's just not the same