Martha - 11:45, Legless in Brandon lyrics

It's 3 hours before early And I'm already feeling guilty Though I know it's gonna hit me I'll drag out the calm before the storm My mam says don't get too attached She knows I fall in love so fast When it's clear that it won't last But what can I do? How can I concentrate with you throwing that look at me? I want to hold you but I won't get your smell off me You're good for my mind, but not my productivity So I'll make the best of what we have got Knowing that I'll lose the plot When this thing that we have had to stop Yeah, there's no fix here for you Disconnection does make sense But I don't think in future tense I can't keep you in suspense It seems so cruel