Marlon Alarm - Technicolor Dreams lyrics

I don't know who I am Where do these mirrors get their right to be believed When I look into your eyes, much to my surprise, I see me I don't know what's worse Letting go or holding on until it hurts I'm begging you to stay, for you to stay so far away 'Cause I need Technicolor dreams to be real The silver screen ignores how much I need to be adored But it's the only way that I know how to feel Don't leave me Just leave me alone I'm not used to being loved, always alone Never enough to be relieved of the pressures of our youth What makes me so much more like you than I'd rather be I don't know what's worse Letting go or holding on until it hurts I'm begging you to stay, for you to stay so far away 'Cause I need Technicolor dreams to be real And the silver screen ignores how much I need to be adored But it's the only way that I know how to feel Don't leave me Just leave me alone I know you want something I can't give or take It's not easy knowing I am able to break And I don't know what you mean And I don't know who to be to satisfy your needs Put me in a movie, let you play the lead I'm begging you to stay, for you to stay so far away 'Cause I need Technicolor dreams to be real And the silver screen ignores how much I need to be adored But it's the only way that I know how to feel Don't leave me Just leave me alone