Marley Haughton - Today's the Day lyrics

Verse 1, M.E: Regrets resurface, never letting me sleep sound Memories come up in conversation, allowing dopamine into my brain Dig deep and hope for something to show itself and help the way I feel about us get found I wish we'd had longer together, but our relationship was in the fast lane It was never meant to be, yet it was something special to me I guess it wasn't as important to you, many things on your mind People said I was a fool for not getting out, but when you're in a storm the way out is hard to see Now I don't understand all those talks, were you just being kind? Guessing you saw some of yourself inside these eyes, confidence lacking Low self-esteem trapped in free-fall and any sense of self-worth slacking God, I swear to you Today's the Day I'm going to make it my day I'm going to change the way I am viewed Cos today is finally the day My day Our day To-day Verse 2, M.E: You picked me up and helped me get better and I can't replace you Yet I've been replaced by you, traded for a douche who makes you feel insecure Can't you see no-one will ever measure up to you in my eyes, no-one else will ever do I've sat back and watched us drift apart, but I can't do it no more Maybe my friends are right and I should move on, but I love you and they don't get it If there's any chance we can prevail I'll take it no matter the odds Even if waiting here makes me feel like sh** Now it's time to pick myself up, independently God, I swear to you Today's the Day I'm going to make it my day I'm going to change the way I am viewed Cos today is finally the day My day Our day To-day Verse 3, M.E: Everyday I waited, hoping, longing, needing, while you were just having fun I don't blame you, after all, we are young But ignoring me was one step too far You didn't return my calls, ignored my messages and refused to acknowledge me, just tell me what I did to deserve such a shun Luckily I discovered I'm worth something and I started to pick myself up, elevating to the atmosphere of a star Then I saw a picture of you and it brought me back down Then we started talking again and it made me wonder How does anyone understand females, is there some secret tome? Now that my life is back in order, I am able to deal with seeing you not wearing a smile, always a frown Now you surely know I still care even though you tore me asunder Wearing all that make-up, we both know it isn't you, and if that's what you need to wear in order to feel accepted, then where you're staying ain't home Come to me, please Don't you see, it's meant to be We don't have to be far away, ‘cept in that Nickelback song The time we've both been waiting for has finally come, even if it took too long So come now, I'll be strong, don't worry Today's the Day… Verse 4, Brandon: Today's the day I admit I still can't step away No matter what anybody says Life opens up these doorways for a reason Slamming that in someone's face You commit yourself to treason You're busy counting stars when you could have the whole world in your palms And it's torture, to not have you in my arms I hurt inside, but I keep myself on track I'm vulnerable but I don't wanna be taken advantage of, no knives in my back Cos of you I stepped away from the fears of yesteryear But there's still a tear I grabbed a beer to drown it out Took the wheel of life and pointed it in the direction I wanted to steer Towards you, f** every ba*tard in my path I want my dreams Me and you Equals 2 It's simple math My goals in life are mine I want to be a**ertive Not left alone, isolated Deserted I put my own pains aside to see how you are, if you're okay Offering an alternative if you need somewhere to stay Yeah, it may be miles away But that's just a number that can be decreased to zero, within a day I still love you and I'm willing to do anything though inside it's k**ing My heart Hits the ceiling And I'm feeling a sense of pity And I don't know how I'm dealing with this It's not appealing But it's worth it I'll go through anything for you Only you I'm still strung, still hooked up Seeing her with someone else leaves my heart f**ed up Blind anger, pent up rage, against someone I don't know I'm biding my time, then another side of me will show This is all a result of my pa**ion, it just grows and never goes God, I swear to you Today's the Day I'm going to make it my day I'm going to change the way I am viewed Cos today is finally the day My day Our day To-day Verse 5, Brandon: Nobody can put themselves where I am, not in this position I get advice but I should just follow my intuition Why do I feel so f**ing crazy? Why does everything about you amaze me? I love to hear your voice There's nothing I'd rather listen to if I had the choice I can go into it all once more, inside, outside, all your perfect attributes But then I leave my heart and brain to have a dispute One in particular picture of you, I can look at it for hours I screen-shotted it from your video, and I remember looking at it and my knees would cower You're there, a piece a card, you lip sync what it says, ‘I love you,' I just get lost in an overwhelming emotional maze You tell me not to go leaving you, what a sense of irony Cos you know you can rely on me And I know you've always got your eye on me You smile, and then you blow me a kiss All's I can do is smile whilst I clench my fist Crying as I punch anything in my path, because I love this girl She's so valuable to me, it's her I miss So today's the day? The day I take a step away and instead of talking in your ear I'll scream what I've got to f**ing say! Today's the day I admit once again, I love you, in every single way And one day I'll be yours You'll be mine That I will always believe Until the day I die The love always remains until my heart stops, and I don't breathe