Fifteen years old, thought I was in love I was never told, s** is like d** Too much'll drive you crazy -- in fact The brother was so good, had me comin back Took my virginity, like he took my heart I had to find the Lyte, he left me in the dark All alone, no one to be with And the brothers they ask me why I riff I got hard, grew a shell upon my back I had to get a grip, to keep my life intact I had to let em know, Lyte is not fragile Cause if they think this, brothers can get - foul They'll use, bruise and abuse Dump your a** and be sure to choose The next fresh fish that steps into the place If they desire, they forgot your face Lovin them and leavin them, that was their reasonin Thinkin he was pleasin you, when he was just TEASIN you Summer was over, back in school He said come over, that would be cool I said OK, it's been a year now Some even asked why, some even asked how Could you wait that long, for me to be with it Some said yo Hobbes, you're never gonna get it But then the time came, you and I both came Things would soon change, never would they be the same Before this afternoon, took place I was in love, I walked around in space I'd rush home from school just to speak to you Talk for an hour, maybe even two We'd just laugh though, nothing serious I guess back then, you were just curious To see what I was like, just to touch my flesh I could be wrong though, that's my first guess .. You was in your house, I was in mine As long as we were chattin on the line, it was fine All alone, yet talkin on the phone If you got bored you felt your bone And as bad as I am, I talked you through every stroke -- Lyte ain't no joke! You've been beggin for some time, for me to come visit You never got mad though, if I wasn't widdit But this day was different, I was feelin in the mood For some slow type of groove or some soul food In other words s**, yeah that's better I threw on the Jordache, the Izog sweater That was in style then, come on don't laugh Sergio's, Lee's, you wore those in the past Anyway I arrived, twenty past five He'd been hypin himself, sayin he was quite live I said here's your chance, show me some romance We begin to slow dance, off with his pants BOOM it was over, damn that was quick Too bad little homey had a widdle widdle *HORN* The only one I've seen, cause yo he was the first But since I've had others, damn he was the worst I was in love though, that didn't matter Nothin you could say, could ever shatter My world, take it away, just a young little girl Oh well He stepped, jet, family moved Leavin me in the mood for some soul food Damn I felt hurt, just like a jerk Would somebody PLEASE just mush my face in dirt So I can hide, from the whole f**in world WHAT THE fu*k IS LOVE, such a naive girl! Suppose I got pregnant, damn I'd be lost My mom woulda kicked me out to live with Jack Frost I guess I'm lucky though, lonely for sure Waitin for the f**er to come knockin at my door I didn't hold my breath though, I might be dead Yo 45, next time I'll use my head